Couple of years back i happened to bump into a weird man who could recall all his neighbors’ names but his own. When I googled this, symptoms like prosopagnosia, paranoid personality disorder came up but nothing could define or categorize it that could satisfy me. A few months later a friend of mine called me to say that he was in a party, standing before a huge mirror along with a group and he was like seeing everybody’s face on the mirror except his own after even repeated desperate attempts. This made me equally concerned about his case and the phenomenon. Just when these undefined occurrences was about to get to the back corner of my thought system it got bounced back to me I don’t know why but sure I thought she was lopsided when a past colleague of mine came to the city and told me over coffee that for some weeks she was like feeling out of clothes when she was actually with her clothes on. My immediate reaction to this was that she must have had a series of similar hallucination may be as a result of substance abuse or nervous system disorder. So I advised her to stay off of late night chatting and sleep more.
What does it mean to see through the breakfast in someone’s stomach one had in the morning but not able to see the mole on one’s own back he got since birth? Why does way too often our human existence looks to me as in on a two dimensional tv or movie screen? My supermarket pondering got jammed by a complete stranger who almost fell on me in the shop. When I managed myself on my feet and was about to ask him something he gave me a dazed and confused look and then looked the girl in mini skirt standing next to him. The girl however didn’t notice him fall on me and left the shop immediately after this incident after paying her bills. This man almost dragged me out of the shop and with a spooky look on his face told me that he just felt the girl’s shadow on his body the way he wished and imagined he was holding her in his arms. “but I tell you when I looked it was just her shadow that was falling on me. I’m spooked. I don’t know how it happened but I felt it as if I was holding her. Believe me” he uttered with a pleading voice.
On my way back home I kept thinking was my existence on this earth missing something very vital to experience? Is it a case of visual depravity or dimension dilemma?
What does it mean to see through the breakfast in someone’s stomach one had in the morning but not able to see the mole on one’s own back he got since birth? Why does way too often our human existence looks to me as in on a two dimensional tv or movie screen? My supermarket pondering got jammed by a complete stranger who almost fell on me in the shop. When I managed myself on my feet and was about to ask him something he gave me a dazed and confused look and then looked the girl in mini skirt standing next to him. The girl however didn’t notice him fall on me and left the shop immediately after this incident after paying her bills. This man almost dragged me out of the shop and with a spooky look on his face told me that he just felt the girl’s shadow on his body the way he wished and imagined he was holding her in his arms. “but I tell you when I looked it was just her shadow that was falling on me. I’m spooked. I don’t know how it happened but I felt it as if I was holding her. Believe me” he uttered with a pleading voice.
On my way back home I kept thinking was my existence on this earth missing something very vital to experience? Is it a case of visual depravity or dimension dilemma?
